AKS Effect--First Door of Feelings

mere samne logo ka aana jana tha,
parathe ki dukan thi aur thand ka fasana tha

nazro ko kisi ki talash thi,
pyar k har shabd ki hame parwah thi,

har taraf logo ka joda tha,
zindagi me sirf hame kisi ki darkar thi,

chotu ki aawaz ne tndara toda ,
nid se jage huye sapno ka khumar tha,

kisi ki smile,kisi k kapdo me nigahe thi,
yun hi bas kisi se aankhe milane ka erada tha,

tabhi achanak se kisi ka hanth badhaya,
gareebi ki had tak jiti huyi zindagi ka nazara tha,

pyar aur sapno se dur ek duniya se bhent hua,
zindagi kuch sochne ka bahana hua,

ameeri aur garrebi k bich ka gajab nazara tha,
kaha kapdo aur paiso ka ek ajeeb sa dariya tha,

kaha kapdo aur paiso ka sochne ka bahana hi zidagi tha,
dil fata,aankhe nam huyee ,kuch karne ka hausala jaga,

zindagi ko us raat ne parathe ki dukan se sikha,
har kadam par mahsus karne ka woh pahla darwaja tha !


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Kya Sochu Kya Likhu

I have had new type of experience now a days.It happens sometime with me that you like a girl and you get excitement to talk to that gal.You tell everything true but even she will understand that you are wrong.

I become excited because I have fear that she would be meeting me tomorrow or not .I sometime loose belief on honesty and truth .I had been taught that honesty is the best policy and by truth you can win to any one.

But when I flirt, girls get attraction with me and when I really like anyone and tells everything truth to make future ,I see that she even started making me crap.I have had compliments that I am the best guy to make people laugh,to make surroundings cool etc.

I am getting confusion now a days on this topic that what should be my policy in life truth or lie.Dil says lie because that way I do get many things and flirt also .but then my GOD comes inside me and says even if you are loosing and girls are not trusting you because of your impatience and excited nature ,don't worry.something in future shall be best for you.

I have one very nice experience today on yahoo, I was writing my book and I am used to open chat rooms to see if by this way I can get any compatible match.I just met a girl who was very sweet and nice .I added to her in my chat room and started chatting but when I asked for number she suddenly got shocked.I don't even understand in my whole life if we could talk on chat to get to know each other why cell is a bad way.

You have option in cell to block like chat room and if you are not interested people will not call you .I was happy because she was good ,technical,and creative.I thought lets make a nice friendship.And I followed Kabeer das phrase "jo kal kare so aaj kar ,jo aaj kare so ab,pal bhar me parlaya hoyiye ,bahuri karega kab" means decision should be faster,efficient and quick.that's the way I see life to going ahead.Until and unless you shall not believe and take risk you ll not get best because a lots of loss and failure makes man perfect and decision maker .A good decision maker click in a while and win the race.

Then I become satisfied by thinking" Manzil mile ya na mile,esaka gam nahi
Manzil ki zustju me karwan to hai"

I am looking for a fantastic relationship and ready to take risk with truth and honesty but what a time we never believe each other..Is this the way our relationship followed by colony,society,city ,state and country going ahead .

When we don't trust on ourselves how can we trust on Pakistan or any other country and vice verse why will Australia trust on us or US on anyone.

Think on it that we are generating lie rs and cheaters inside us and this one identity making function to map whole world .

We always forget that there is a supreme power who will handle theses all ,we should only do our work but we are thinking more and that's why GOD is not interested in taking care of us.

see you soon with new story.....abhaya

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Zindagi Abhi Baki Hai....

Hi, I liked this poem ...so just publishing it here.. I did not write it..but definitely you guys shall like it:)

एक सपना टूटा तो क्या हुआ,
ज़िन्दगी अभी और भी बाकी है|
अभी गाम मिला तो क्या हुआ,
खुशियाँ आने को बाकी है |
आज तुम्हें हारना पड़ा तो क्या हुआ,
जीत की घड़ी आणि बाकी है |
असफलता का सामना हुआ तो क्या हुआ,
सफलता की सीडी दूर नहीं है |
बुराइयों का साथ मिला तो क्या हुआ ,
अच्छाइयों के बिना इसका कोई वजूद नहीं है |
लोगों से नफ़रत मिली तो क्या हुआ ,
प्यार का जहान खली तो नहीं है |
हर पल मिली कठिनाइयाँ और निराशाएं तो क्या हुआ,
इससे ज़िन्दगी रूकती तो नहीं है |
जो चाहा वो न पाया तो क्या हुआ ,
इससे पाने की चाह घटती तो नहीं है |
ऐ दोस्त !
अभी तो मापी है तुमने मुठ्ठी भर ज़मीन,
पूरे आसमान की उड़ान बाकी है |
यूँ न हो उदास,
हँसने के लिए वजह आने बाकी है |

First Night in Banglore....A story of traingle love

This incident was happened when i was traveling Bangalore first time...uff so masti and nice.........

" Abhaya, you have to come for a FTF (face to face) round of interview to Banglore, is it okay?" HR said of X company . " of course will be there Archana, Please book the ticket of sat and sunday..so that I can stay a night there as it's my firts visit to Banglore." I said." ohh really, you coming first time, you will enjoy the weather here .It's amazing" Archana said." I have also heard." replied.

"Hey Akhi I forgot the print out of the ticket man and came to home , please collect it while coming back to home" I requested to Akhi my colleague.
" Okay , ll try as printer is not working" Akhi said." uff yaar let me know otherwise ll collect it from market .I have flight in the morning." I said.

I was worried where should I go for print out , suddenly I got a call from Akhi that he got success getting the prints of ticket.I became happy.
" Pandey ji yaar , I have not traveled by flight yet ,please let me know required documents if I am missing out something at the time of check in." I called to pandey on phone." dekh lala, you need not to be worried about these things as you need only id card any.And have your tickets printout with you." Pandey ji (Vikash Pandey , my friend in Banglore) said.
I called up the taxi before 2 hour of the time of flight , managed my bag,and slept around 2 pm in night.
trin trin trin......... ohh ho ..ye alarm bhi na....I woke up and saw the watch it was 4.30 and I have my cab at 5 am. I took yawn and left the bed. I got ready in half an hour.I took apple and biscuit in breakfast and started waiting cab.

"Sir, cab aa gayee" Driver came and told me ." Okay, you wait there , I am coming fast." I replied.

I locked the room and said regards to GOD and opened the door of cab , put the bag and closed the door .
I reached IGI airport,went down from cab.I gave money to the driver.took the bill for reimbursement.
" Sir, ticket please and id card." policeman said on the gate. After this formality I went inside and started searching for JETLITE counter ."bhaiya, where is JETLITE counter" I asked from airport boy in white dress." Sir, back side from here." He suggested." Thanks a lot !" I said.

" Hi ms...how are you.Please give me ticket" " Sure.I am fine." that sexy lady said in black dress .It was nice to see a lots of gals in different and sexy dresses...i liked kingfisher's dresses and gals most.I saw GOD above and said in heart "kash" ...
" Sir , window seat " " hmmm yes" I replied.

I took that name paper to tight it with my bag and wrote name of mine with adress as Vikash has suggested.
I opened the ticket and started looking at every point so that i could be clear that I was not missing anything as was scared to miss the flight.

" Gate 13, boarding at 6.25 okay." I whispered." there was zig zag security strings tighten by polls.I went through and kept my bag on rolling machine to get it scanned and i came behind a person to get in for heck in myself.After his check in, I went inside and policeman checked to me and i took my sealed bag from there.

It was waiting hall , people were waiting of different flights ..it was fully modernized and automatic with a lot of shopping centers.I also looked for toilets to get out some water t take some more pure water.

I walked here and there .Ultimately I went down after announcement and took bus for flight and got my seat inside flight.

I enjoyed my journey through window seat and felt little scared while it took off..
I got down on Banglore airport and went to Vikash' home by taxi which took 850 rs as charge was 15@ per km.South was realy different than north including air and culture .If you can see the temples even you can identify the difference.

Vikash's was waiting in front of reliance fresh near to kormangla police station .He got break up with her gf so was looking dangerous without shaving.
I went to his house and took lunch after getting bath.
Then I went to the office of him where i had interview .He went first floor and was waiting of HR to come after filling the details in security register.all the glass wall had mathematical definition including probability and logistic regression(some Statistical terminology) which was making office amazing for analytical guys.
Hr came and we talked a little and I took tea with her.She was gorgeous and nice but married like earlier I got bad luck.I started waiting my number for interview with co founder of that company .I started passing time with Vikash's and he told to me how she left him after 7 years .I was knowing that girl also as she was junior in IITK.It was a shocking news for me as well but what could I do.I could only pray if she could have left him after marriage then oh my God, what would have been situation of Pandey.
We discussed a lot and then he went for smoking and came after a long time .I got a call and went for interview .I came back with a good mood as int was good .Interviewer asked a lots of basic works done by me.
I then went to Vikahs' room to meet Sir ji (Ravin),Sir ji was our common friend.I enjoyed with him and then we took auto and went to meet my college friend Suman .
We came back in night.
"lala, come to park " Vikash told .We started to go to park suddenly we saw her gf(Mahak) going with new bf on his bike sitting behind him.Mahak and her bf were working together in wipro. Boys used emotional situations and girls did as usual " Girls bloody swine style" and both became gf and bf.

I saw vikash' face was burning and he started going towards Mahak home while we were going to park in the same direction.

Ohh my God , as soon I understood what was he planning I saw to vikash talking with that guy using abuses and slapping that guy." Motherfucker ,sale, teri aukat kya hai be" " You have to get married this girl otherwise will kill you" he was crying." Sale, she has become corporate pros and now you have to use it because she wants to use you." a lots of arguments were going on.I saw that boy was debating then I slapped boy and he started pointing fingure on me.he was a good looking tall guy but unfortunately fattu guy in front of UP and Bihar mard." bastard, you dont know me , ll kill you wherever you want...banglore,MP or any place bloody swine.you fraud sale.."I cried on boy.suddenly, there had started raining.Vikash, Mahak and that guy went to park and I was standing under the shelter of a shop. Some dog were looking at me .I was scared as they were looking at me like killer eyes and barking at me.God blessed me and dogs ran away due to rain.I was getting bore as it was a long and heavy rain going on.I dialed many numbers of Banglore gal friends but unfortunately no body picked up the phone.
Rain was touching me as it was fast so almost I was half wet.I saw Vikash coming and then we talked and started looking if there was any shop opened so that we could get a sutta.we did not find anything at it was 12.05 pm in the wrist watch.we went to home." yaar lala, I am happy .I am getting satisfaction in side as I wanted this and I could do this with you.Thank you so much.Now I am happy that boy was crying and left her when I told my 7 years love story hahhahhah" He laughed with happiness.

It is obvious happiness when you do something which could not come outside due to some reason but suddenly you do that.He wanted to throw all his anger on that boy and girl and he did so was happy.The kind of pain and love convert in hate when somebody ditch you.

Anyway ,while sleeping was thinking about there story how love become hell and dirty uff.Perhaps some % of lucky guys are there who get their love converted in marriage and truth.I even did not get why girls leave while they get everything what they want from their bf..perhaps changing tendencies like corporate job are more attracting girls.

"lala bhai, wake up man. It's 9 am in morning" Vikash cried near to my ear.I woke up and got bath very late due to chat and discussion with Vikash.We had a deep sleep after lunch.

" hey pandey , I have to go man, get ready for flight." I told to Vikash who was sleepy.
I took tea and then went to Forum mall to catch Bias 7 for airport after walking in mall." lala call me after reaching home." Pandey separated saying this.

I enjoyed Banglore volvo in 150 rs and reached to airport,I liked agirl in volvo but she disappeared after getting down from bus.I saw God above smiling at me ....

I then took my ticket. After all formalities , I got my flight and came to Delhi airport and took taxi for home.

Sometimes you don't know what would happen and unknowingly you become a medium of happiness and any work.The work which Pandey could not do from a long time , He did that night to get all satisfaction inside.

God tussi great ho..............

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खामोश बेवफा

जिंदगी कभी कभी इतना दर्द देती है की जिससे हम सबसे ज्यादा करीब होते हैं वोह सबसे ज्यादा दूर और
नफ़रत वाला हो जाता है......

Kitani khamoshi se tune ye gunah kar diya

Ek dar se duje dar par jane ka “ hausala” kar diya

Main khamosh khada dekhta raha tujhe jate huye

Aawz nikal k luat aayee tujhe chute huye

Zustaju mere andar dab k pighal gayee

Alfaz zuban me kahi kho gayee

Aalm ye hi ki tujhe dekhne se bhi taqlif si hoti hai

Aankhe band kar lu bhi to tu mahsus si hoti hai

Sambhal k chalata hu ki kahi thokar na lge

Girane ka dar ab aur bhi gahra ho gaya

Aayene ko dekhta hu to bikhara hua lagta hu

Bikharane k har ek jahlak se pardagi mahsus hoti hai

Kitani khamoshi.....

Main khada hu dar pe apne aankho me dard liye

Hausala tut na jaye enhe apni aaknho me roke huye

Kafila sab aage badh gaya mujhe akela chodkar

Har shaksh ajnabi ho gaya us kafile ki tarah

Bade muddat se aarju jagi thi jine ki

Kya pata tha mujhe marne ka khwab liye koi aaya hai milane

Kitani khamoshi se….

कॉपी राईट @ अभायाक्रेअतिविटी....

अक्स प्रभाव -- हादसा

आज दिल बस ये लिखना चाहता है....

"हादसे इतने हुए की हादसे हादसे ना रहे

जिनसे मुखातिब होते थे उन्हें शब्दों की परवाह नही
समय ने दबोचा है बाहों में अपने एस कदर की
हमें बचने की हर चाह से परवाह नही
देखना है मुकद्दर है ये या करम मेरा
हार् जीत की नतीजों से बेपरवाह है अब
टूटने से डरने वालो में हम नही हैं
डूब जाए किश्ती इसकी अब परवाह नही
जियेंगे अपनी शर्तो पर ज़िन्दगी
मिल जाए फांके भी तो परवाह नही !

कॉपीराइट @ abhayacreativity

अक्स प्रभाव--तनहा था जब मैं

ये तब की कहानी हैं जब कभी मैं हद से ज्यादा तनहा था । ये कविता उनके लिए हैं जो तन्हाई में दर्द महसूस करते हैं।
" तनहा था जब मैं ,आँखों में मेरे थी तब नमी ,सुना सा मन
साया भी मेरा लगता था दुश्मन , बादल भी देता था मुजको तपन
आँखे भी मेरी रहती थी सुनी, दिल में मेरे रोता था मन
मुसाफिर बना था मैं पर राहे अकेली,दुनिया की भीड़ में भी रहता था तनहा
आ के कोई मुझको पकड़ ले ,इतना झिंझोड की सपना लगे सब
सोता रहा था ऐसा लगे है,अपनों से कोई शिकायत करे कैसे
मुबारक हो जाती कज़ा मुझको ,गर सांसे न होती मेरे करम में
लम्हा लम्हा तनहा रहा हु ,पल पल मरता रहा हु
साया भी मेरा मुझको न दिखे,जब भी दरकार हो उसकी मुझे
सांसे सोयी रही,दिल रोता रहा, आँखे नम सी रही ,
तनहा था जब मैं .....

कॉपीराइट@abhayacreativity