Kya Sochu Kya Likhu

I have had new type of experience now a days.It happens sometime with me that you like a girl and you get excitement to talk to that gal.You tell everything true but even she will understand that you are wrong.

I become excited because I have fear that she would be meeting me tomorrow or not .I sometime loose belief on honesty and truth .I had been taught that honesty is the best policy and by truth you can win to any one.

But when I flirt, girls get attraction with me and when I really like anyone and tells everything truth to make future ,I see that she even started making me crap.I have had compliments that I am the best guy to make people laugh,to make surroundings cool etc.

I am getting confusion now a days on this topic that what should be my policy in life truth or lie.Dil says lie because that way I do get many things and flirt also .but then my GOD comes inside me and says even if you are loosing and girls are not trusting you because of your impatience and excited nature ,don't worry.something in future shall be best for you.

I have one very nice experience today on yahoo, I was writing my book and I am used to open chat rooms to see if by this way I can get any compatible match.I just met a girl who was very sweet and nice .I added to her in my chat room and started chatting but when I asked for number she suddenly got shocked.I don't even understand in my whole life if we could talk on chat to get to know each other why cell is a bad way.

You have option in cell to block like chat room and if you are not interested people will not call you .I was happy because she was good ,technical,and creative.I thought lets make a nice friendship.And I followed Kabeer das phrase "jo kal kare so aaj kar ,jo aaj kare so ab,pal bhar me parlaya hoyiye ,bahuri karega kab" means decision should be faster,efficient and quick.that's the way I see life to going ahead.Until and unless you shall not believe and take risk you ll not get best because a lots of loss and failure makes man perfect and decision maker .A good decision maker click in a while and win the race.

Then I become satisfied by thinking" Manzil mile ya na mile,esaka gam nahi
Manzil ki zustju me karwan to hai"

I am looking for a fantastic relationship and ready to take risk with truth and honesty but what a time we never believe each other..Is this the way our relationship followed by colony,society,city ,state and country going ahead .

When we don't trust on ourselves how can we trust on Pakistan or any other country and vice verse why will Australia trust on us or US on anyone.

Think on it that we are generating lie rs and cheaters inside us and this one identity making function to map whole world .

We always forget that there is a supreme power who will handle theses all ,we should only do our work but we are thinking more and that's why GOD is not interested in taking care of us.

see you soon with new story.....abhaya

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